Do you think my fixation on power is weird?

Either you're sick in your mind or just a person that's unconsciously looking for attention. People sometimes have weird opinions and drives from time to time. Only it get's dangerous when the fixation as you it call compels you to do some crazy stuff. Perhaps you're bored and is in need of certain fulfillment that's absent and the cause for these masochism. Power is often seen tempting but the danger and the punitive harm it could at times enforce does not leave a trail of happiness or any right meaning and purpose to life.